Thursday, March 26, 2015
Sound and fury, signifying nothing
Wednesday, Day 16 - Ahhh, my peeps miss me - I have emails to respond to. I miss them so very much, but I can't go back. Not yet. I find the thought overwhelming. I want to go back, but I am very concerned about losing whatever improvement I've managed to garner. Reportedly, the judicial transition is still not going well, and that is a very big issue, for me and for my peeps. As hard as we all work, for all that we sacrifice, we deserve better. This is not the only contributing factor to my extreme stress and resulting meltdown (think of Dorothy throwing that bucket of water) but it is a big one. Before I even think of taking this on again, I need to deal with my multitude of unresolved medical issues. I need to find out what my leave status really is, and if it is realistic, given the sneaky nature of the CPS. I need to look within myself and decide if I can face down the major source of the stress and come out of it with my license to practice law still intact.
So when we last met, I was considering how to best utilize a 4 pound package of beautiful stew meat. First I researched Belgian stews, feeling close to my Dutch roots. The timing was good, as Cory had just arrived home with a 12-pack of Stella Artois. I am enamored with a recipe for Hachee, Dutch Beef and Onion Stew, but I have a wandering eye which led me to a recipe called Sofrito, a Sephardic Meat Stew. The flavor profile created by the many spices in the Sofrito is unique and won my vote, if not my heart. So maybe tomorrow. Today I did food shopping and it was fine. Spent a good amount of time in Whole Foods, really just to pick up my smoked whitefish salad, but I can never resist a peek at everything else. That's where I found these impossibly cute baby rainbow carrots, which will find their way into a saucepan or a crockpot. Definitely tomorrow.